if not, then someday you will realize that the life you thought you want is far different from the life that will actually make your soul come alive!
someday you will realise that your picture of what you want is really just a collection of what the world has told you to want and there is actually so much more out there for you!
someday you will reallise that many things to once wanted you didn't really want and you will start listening to your soul about what you truly desire in this life!